So lets work our way backwards here, in order of suckiness. Yeah, that sounds fun. Lets start with just a few moments ago, when I was sitting onstage amidst a full-on cast brawl. Kendra and Justin apparently have a lot of pent-up anger either towards this play or each other, because there sure was a lot of screaming. Respect and waste of time were mentioned a few times. Yeah, I just kept my mouth shut. If you dont know your lines because the blocking keeps changing, suck it up. LEARN IT. The rest of us seemed to manage it all right. No one cares if you werent here for rehearsal...you brought that upon yourself, bucko. A week before Prelims, you know damn well as I do that you have no excuse for not knowing lines or blocking or fucking character analysis. Dont tell us youre backstage working as hard as the rest of us when youre screwing around in the costume closet, out in the hall playing handball and laughing it up in the wings. And definitely do not tell people that they are hypocrites when you are the biggest charlatan of them all. Fuck you. I hate this play just as much as the rest of you, but at least I have the honor and character to suck it up and try my best. I have never gone onto that stage without paying my full attention or working to my full capabilities. So if you cant do the noble thing and act reputably, shut the hell up. Because you, my friend, are giving us hard-working drama kids a bad name.

Well, the rest of my vacation has been excellent so far. Friday night at Birk's was awesome, and nothing puts me in a better state of mind then H&M and 10 Things I Hate About You. Frost Heaves, lol.

Work wasn't too bad, and Sunday I spent my tips at the mall on a welcome back present for Cait and yet another lovely skirt from H&M. I'm addicted, honestly. Miles and I walked around the mall for a bit, then we came back to my house and watched The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly. That is one very long western. But Miles enjoyed it very much. And I am more then willing to sit through that awful movie for that wonderful guy.

As for the rest of the week, I'm hoping the family Boston trip pulls through and rehearsal doesn't ruin any more lives. We'll see what happens. I'm going to go call Miles and do some research on 20's fashion to calm me down. Night all.

ash @ 9:02 PM