I've hit the point where I am very concerned. So concerned in fact, that the most relaxing part of my day was getting the two novacaine shots to my jaw. I sat there, mouth swelling and vibrating under dentistry implements, thinking how nice it was to have some free time.
Rehearsal is absolutely crazy, and I haven't seen mom for three days. I'm failing physics right now. I've gotten into the habit of trying to do everything, and I'm really running down. Duggan keeps reminding me that we're the ones the rest look up to, but I'm tired of pretending I'm not as terrified as they are.
Everyday I have to tell myself that I'm not Jared Craig.
ash @ 9:53 PM