it rained for the first time yesterday.

we went gorcery shopping and made stroganoff and washed my sheets, my pillowcases, after I realized the ceiling was leaking on my bed. I slept on the floor and drank real hot chocolate and watched romantic comedies (ie hugh grant movies) with aimee. tomorrow is for tea and swingsets and unrequited love. I get to see him again.



this is hard.

I thought I was alright with this, but it's really hard.

I bought stamps and made a promise, yes, but it's all catching up and kicking in and I just realized how incredibly difficult these next few months will be without him.

ash @ 11:55 PM