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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Miles left yesterday.
and I'm not sure how to make it poetic, or romantic, with all of these fond hearts. because honestly, he's gone and I miss him.

and I know I'm not the first, and God knows, not the last, but that doesn't make it any easier.


I don't know the rules for this. I'm not sure how to deal with this looming slightly irrational crippling fear that I am never going to see him again.

the letters I write him are scrawling and incoherent

there are a dozen people I could talk to, I'm sure. but eveyone looks at me with these soft sad eyes and it's so hard


ash @ 9:22 AM