one year ago:
"I know I'm not the first, and God knows, not the last, but that doesn't make it any easier.
I don't know the rules for this.
the letters I write him are scrawling and incoherent
there are a dozen people I could talk to, I'm sure. but eveyone looks at me with these soft sad eyes and it's so hard"
in other news, I can't bring myself to write my script analysis final, and I've lost all of my jewelry.
ash @ 9:32 PM