it's strange to think and embarrassing to admit that we keep up with each other's lives through our mixed messages online. we read because it's easier than having a conversation, than being in the same place? it's probably not, I hope not, that we're growing apart, but simply that we've grown accustomed to checking statuses instead.

this wasn't meant to be condemning. this started as an introduction, what with my lack of poetry this month. because, quite honestly, I haven't felt very poetic.

all I really wanted to say, for those of you keeping tabs, is that I'm, still, really fucking lonely.

ash @ 10:34 PM